Wednesday, June 8, 2022
Saturday, August 11, 2012
Happy Birthday!!!!
Today we celebrate the gift of life! Ajay is 4 yrs old today and we can hardly believe this last year. In retrospect, he has overcome more than any human being Ive ever met, and is still filled with laughter and smiles. He is one amazing boy who triumphs each and every day being himself without any misconceptions. He is our little boy!
Monday, July 23, 2012
Home at last
Although Michigan has been my home away from home since April 10, I was looking forward to sleeping in my own bed :-) Ajay has done well with the drive home, and actually clapped when I turned into the driveway. His smile was priceless.
Since arriving, he has been vomiting again and rather frequently. Every few minutes and then every 30 min. I couldn't figure it out and felt so bad. He has had less episodes in the hospital and wondered why he was vomiting again. Only this time, I knew it was different. I didn't know how or why but it was different.
I checked over the zillion meds he's on, and looked thoroughly at dose, solution, etc. And there it was. One of the meds we were giving him in the hospital was diluted in his feeds, only to see that it was not written like that on the bottle. I called the pharmacy and she phoned the hospital and got it straightened out. Only then to find the vomiting wasn't ceasing. The only other thing I noticed was the antibiotic was changed the day we left the hospital. He got cellulitis around his gtube site on Tuesday and was taking an antibiotic. On Wednesday he received 4 vaccinations, which the site of injection became infected as well. So they changed the antibiotic from one to another so Ajay wouldn't have to take 2 more meds.
I phoned my pharmacist on Sunday and she immediately called me back to say she thought it was indeed the antibiotic making him sick. Unfortunately the half life of this particular drug is quite lengthy, and would take a other 2 days to get out of his system. I was able to get him some anti nausea medication, but it only helped for an hour. Then he went right back to wretching and vomiting.
Its Monday 430 am, and have since stopped antibiotic and Ajay has stopped wretching/vomiting. I'm pretty confident he will just need a day or two to recover.
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
Discharge planning
I had the discharge meeting and were on track to arrange discharge planning. Lots of things to order , arrange and prepare, but excited to say we are tentatively scheduled to go home next week on either Wed. or Thurs. (If all goes well til then)
Ajay got up for PT yesterday and walked towards the door, and kept going! The nurses all clapped and honored him as he continued down the hall. :-) lots of tears :-) but happy ones as most of us here didn't think he would be able to walk out of the hospital. He did so well as he held on to his fisherprice shopping cart.
He will need lots of equipment and medical care at home, and will still need a wheelchair when going places like doc appts and hopefully school in the future.
Friday, July 6, 2012
update July 6, 2012
and is on track for discharge soon! We are now at 3 liters of regualr
oxygen and Bipap (full ventillation for support with a mask) at night
for 12 hours for complete life support. We are having the discharge
meeting on Monday and will discuss a new plan. In the meantime, RT
will be providing gear this next Thurs for me to learn and become
familiar with so that I can take home the exact equipment when we are
released. It will give me a few days over the weekend to study it and
be 100% comfortable before leaving the hospital. Since the last post,
Ajay had a sleep study because I noticed he wasn't breathing when I
was here late at night. After bringing to the nurses attention on
several occasions, they decided to do an actual sleep study. The
results were more complex than I anticipated, in that he was diagnosed
with Obstructive Sleep Apnea. The amount of support he now needs is
more crucial then ever to keep him breathing at night when in full
restorative sleep cycles. His respiration's dropped to zero 3x during
the study. So, although he is doing well in the day, he can breathe
regular oxygen in the daytime with bipap close by if he starts to drop
in his oxygen levels and respiration's. Even though its one more thing
to add to the list of Ajay's needs, I am glad we discovered it while
here at the hospital.
If everything continues to go well, our meeting will be Monday the
9th, RT will deliver equipment on Thursday the 12th, trial run over
weekend and continue thru Monday the 17th, with hopes to go home
either Wed or Thursday July 18-19th. We have tons to prepare for but
we are both thrilled that home is now coming to fruition.
I will update further details after Mondays meeting with the team.
Friday, June 22, 2012
June 22, 2012
it was decided through the last week that there is not much else we
can do to treat Ajay medically. He will continue to be monitored with
cpap and high flow oxygen, and hopefully be able to wean off high flow
in the next 2 weeks. At that point we are looking to take him home "as
is". We have had Ajay one full year now, and in that time have spent
the last 6 months combined in this hospital. At this point, we are not
sure how much longer he has with us. He won't be able to tolerate any
other surgeries, so we are not going to tackle fixing his airway,
trach or diaphragm, hernia, or motility issues, and of course the
constant vomiting will also remain an issue. GI has investigated as
far as possible only to find that he has motility issues. If more
tests were completed with radioactive dye, and they did in fact find
the issue, they would not operate due to his weaknesses medically. The
team feels that he wouldn't tolerate another procedure with a positive
outcome.
So what does this all mean? We are going to live as normal as
possible, with certain limitations, but figure out our new normal.
Ajays life cannot be predicted nor changed. So we are going to live
one day at a time, and make the most of every day. The doctors gave
grim hope while others feel there is hope....either way, Paul and I
know that we have done everything in our power to give Ajay the very
best medical care. We feel Ajay is a strong boy who has overcome all
odds, and we also know what a fighter he is and always will be. No one
can say how long he has and as hurtful as it sounds, I am realistic.
Medically he remains a very fragile little boy on the inside but on
the outside, he laughs, plays, and signs new signs daily with love and
affection and attitude like most 3 year old toddlers. Those are the
things we are focusing on now. He is happy, loved and well cared for.
We're going to continue to love him to pieces :)
The plan looks like this...
week of june 19th high flow of 4, week of june 28th high flow of 3,
then 2 over 4th of July and simular levels then to room air at normal
home levels. With weans and gains in strength we will head for home
after that, if all goes well and Ajay can tolerate the weans. If not,
our last resort will have to be a tracheostomy. We will definitely
have another team meeting to discuss further options if needed.
Monday, June 11, 2012
June 11, 2012
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Wednesday May 30, 2012
Friday, May 25, 2012
Friday May 25, 2012
Sunday, May 20, 2012
May 20, 2012
Sunday, May 13, 2012
May 13th Mother's Day
Long week, and not much progress on bipap and cpap settings. He had a rough Thursday and Friday but is recovering nicely and is back on track. He requires constant air pressure to maintain good breathe and lung sounds. We are trying to wean settings, but at this time he is unable to maintain breathing without the machines at lower settings. He still communicates with us via sign language and is happy most of the time. All his brothers came to visit today, on Mother's Day, and he was so happy to see them! He played with them for about 20 minutes and then fell asleep. Hes sleeping more, and his days and nights are a tiny bit mixed up, but is tolerating all respirtory treatments. When he sleeps, we let him sleep. I feel that he gets the best healing when he is sleeping.
Thursday, May 3, 2012
May 2, 2012
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Sunday April 29, 2012
Thursday, April 26, 2012
update April 25, 2012
Monday, April 23, 2012
April 22, 2012
Ajay had a rocky day, lots of ups and downs and trouble regulating a normal breathing pattern. He had change in CPAP and BiPAP machines all attempting to regulate his breathing. He was thoroughly exhausted and his body couldn't fight the machines anymore, so he finally gave in and let the machine help him take good breaths. It may not sound too stressful to most but to witness a small child struggle for each breathe is daunting.
They also had to place an NJ tube to start feeds again, but instead of using his gtube, they wanted to feed him directly to his intestines, which required placement of a thin tube through his nose passing through his stomach and into intestine. Again, not an easy task. It took 4x to reach the exact spot and required 4 xrays to ensure placement or in this case to try again. Pulling on this tube in and out of his nose is very uncomfortable. He became distraught, causing irregularities in heart rhythms, and oxygen levels. After 4 attempts over a few hours, they decided to leave the tube in where it is and see if naturally moves towards the intestine from all the pressure from the bipap. The nurse did a wonderful job. However, they are going to continue TPN feeds one more day and start feeds in his intestine tomorrow. (Its safer for feeds to be inserted directly into intestine vs stomach because of the amount of pressure and air being forced from the BiPAP, which will induce vomiting. They obviously don't want that to occur.)
Respiratory treatments every 2-3 hrs and chest percussion...followed by suctioning....
Then he had a 2 hr echo and was bothered again , all while on the BiPAP machine. This mask on the BiPAP encompasses his entire nose and mouth with a seal so tight it can cause skin breakdown. (overtime)The amount of airflow in this mask is like driving down the highway at 60 miles per hrs and hanging your head out the window!!!
He ended his day much quieter than it began. He's resting now and I am grateful he is much more comfortable.
Saturday, April 21, 2012
Its a Big Day for Ajay!! April 21, 2012
Thursday, April 19, 2012
April 19th a set back
I was here with Ajay as he was resting and noticed about noon today that he was becoming discolored, looked much more blue and puffy. I said to the nurse that I felt he was "different" looking. His O2 was in a good range, his vent settings were good and they even started his feeds. When I alerted the nurse she saw what I saw, and called the doctor over to take a look. He agreed that it could be a possible blood clot at the svc, which was sutured during his latest surgery. He was presenting with only some of the classic svc symptoms, and still remained in good standings on blood draws and cardiac output. The doctor ordered an US and it wasn't able to detect any blockage. The medical team felt that they would not be comfortable with another open heart surgery, and felt we could treat it like a clot with medication. So, now we wait to see if his symptoms will improve overnight. ( decrease in swelling on right side and less blue)
The svc is so thin and already sutured, and repaired as best as they could and so very fragile, that they do not want to go back in too soon. They feel that the artery could blow if manipulated anymore at this point. (Risks would be high for bleeding out, and inability to repair.)
I am not sure what tomorrow will bring, but today was a hard day. Ajay struggled too much. We had to stop feeds, increase meds, and start new meds for possible clot.
I hope and pray we have a peaceful night. I will update tomorrow.....
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Update wed April 18th after midnight
Technically its Thursday, but feels to me like Wednesday, just arriving at my hotel after spending a very long day with Ajay. He's wasn't doing so well Tuesday, and had relearned today that he has lost his entire left lung function due to the failed procedure last week. Enduring 3 open heart surgeries in 6 days, it amazes me, although cautiously optimistic, that he is strong and able to now be weaning down from vent settings. I watched him all day sleep, wake to only wave at me, give me a thumbs up and to fall into a deep sleep again. No complaints or unusual occurrences.
One minor bump, if you all remember, last summer, he had a stint place ed in his SVC ( super vena cava) ? Well, it was found early am today that it was twisted, or had been mangled during one of his surgeries recently, through an echo test. It showed he had limited blood flow through that vessel but was making its way to the other side of his body to compensate. (Ajay has one on each side of his heart, where typically people have only one svc, he has two. Having two ,the doc said, probably saved his life because the blood had somewhere to go) After pondering over an hour, all the doctors decided that it was best to let Ajay rest, since it was not causing him harm, irregular heart rhythms, etc. The blood has found another route to pass through for now, the second svc on left side of his neck, but we may have to have that stint reinserted in the catch lab at a later time. His blood pressure has been stable all day, oxygen levels stable, and all blood gases were also stable, indicating the choice to hold the catheter procedure prooved to be the correct decision for now.
All in all Ajay has yet again amazed the medical team here, and everyone has done an amazing job treating Ajay for his needs and even with his crazy anatomy, they continue looking at the patient vs just treating the condition or symptoms blindly.
I hesitated to write earlier because i needed to somehow be reassured he was going to be okay. He is doing exceptionally well, but is not out of the woods. I am confident though that he is definitely fighting a fight like never before :-)
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
Surgery #3 update Tues April 17
Just informed at 4pm that they are sewing Ajay up as I type this. The surgeon said , "he always gives us a run for our money". Dr. was pleased with the shunt revision and is hopeful that Ajay will be to heal. Ajay has a long way to go before he's stable, but he made it over the first hurdle.
It will probably be another 2 hrs before we will be able to see him, but will update everyone as he progresses through the night.
Monday, April 16, 2012
Update April 16th
Our meeting was today at 4 pm and the cardiac docs and fellows were pleased with small gains made over last 24 hrs. Vent settings were weaned, meds were decreased and Ajay was a bit more alert. He came off paralytic drugs and kept him sedated comfortably, in which he could move around but wasn't struggling or in pain. He was able to sign freely
:-)
They (we) decided that Ajays best chance at pulmonary blood flow was to put in a larger shunt on the right side of his lung, which was originally inserted last year. Increasing the shunt would give Ajay the ability to compensate for loss of his left lung function. The risks are high as any open heart surgery, but they feel the risks are slightly less because the ground work has already been laid. The flow from the conduit, shunt and collaterals are working well, and have been since last summer. The docs feel that since the right lung is already functioning, inserting a larger shunt isn't as traumatic as starting from scratch as they attempted on the left lung on Wed.
Open heart surgery is scheduled for Tuesday at 9am.
I will update everyone as Ajay enters recovery.